Long time no blog.... but for a while there life was getting pretty hectic....
In the last few months a lot has happened to make me question whether this grief process was truly progressing or if i was moving back to square one.
in the past few weeks i have come to realize there is no such thing as coming full circle in grief.... its really more like a matrix.
this intertwining journey of feeling and emotions.
I think one of the greatest lessons has been that its ok to smile and be happy too.
there is no law that says being a widow means perpetual sadness.
We get to smile... we get to be happy... and we get to live....